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हाँ सही कहती हो तुम कि मतलबी हूँ मैं | जो तुम्हारी खुशियां को अपने तरीके से ओढ़ता था || और कोई पूछता था परवाह के पांच नाम , तो परिवार के चार सदस्य के साथ पांचवा तुमको जोड़ता था ||   हो सके तो माफ़ कर देना क्यूंकि  गलतियाँ तो बहुत की होंगी मैंने ,  लेकिन मैं कोई तुम्हारा गुन्हेगार तो नहीं | सुनो ना,  परवाह करता हूँ तुम्हारी लेकिन में कोई तुम्हारा पहरेदार तो नहीं | और हाँ , परवाह तो आगे भी करता रहूँगा तुम्हारी , लेकिन अब वो पहले वाला प्यार नहीं ||                                                                                                                  - GG

अगस्त का वो पहला वाला इतवार मानो दोस्ती का हो जैसे त्यौहार कुछ दिखावे के शौक़ीन थे  तो कुछ सच में मर मिटने को तय्यार || साथ छूटा, पर दोस्ती नहीं किस्से अपने भी थे बहुत यादगार किसी से प्यार के नाम पर दोस्ती हुई - 2 तो किसी से दोस्ती के नाम पर प्यार || सफर के इस मुकाम पर आने के बाद लगा  सफर का हर राहगीर ही तो है अपना यार - 2 क्यूंकि उतना अब मायने नहीं रखता अब वो  अगस्त का वो पहला वाला इतवार || Happy friendship day !!

Things changed suddenly after that April fool prank he played to her. He was upset with her and so is she but for different reasons which they both were unaware of. Things sorted out after a while and he was sad when he had to promise her something he doesn’t want to. But destiny was planning something else and hence couples of days later, his feelings were at its zenith when he came to know that she too feels something for him. That moment was completely exciting and equally surprising for him and why it should not be, after all, all this was happening for the very first time to him. And finally, one fine evening, she confessed everything to him and then he came to realize what he missed of her for he didn’t know this part of her. She has been great all the time. Although she accused herself of being selfish, mean and as someone who took advantage of him to help herself distracted from something unwanted that happened to her but deep down in his heart, he knew that she is not this...

It was around 5 AM today morning when I heard someone asking for me outside. People around must have helped that voice and showed it my way. To all my surprise, it was her, totally unexpected. Unexpected because she was not talking to me for weeks. I was very happy (indeed joyful). We talked a lot like we used to do, however this time being together. She also brought beer for both of us. Satisfaction and joy were at its highest level until I woke up. I started cursing that moment and wanted to sleep more so that I can be with her, completely lost in that peaceful dream. But this is how our brain works, it had already faced the reality that it was a dream and denied any more sleep leaving me distressed. So I decided to store it in words before it gets fade away.                                   ...

Seems excited 😀or struggled 😕with this title?  Well he was also confused when he got to know about this concept from a very close one of him. His quick reply after hearing it for the first time was like - " a complete love – one hundred percent from one side and another hundred from other." But with the same pace, his beautifully dressed argument was rejected. So on his request, he was explained that 200% wala love is like one can do anything and everything for the loved one; not only love & care but in which compromise with love doesn't have wings. He was like okay but what is 100% wala love and how it is different from this concept. And the answer came in very simple words. "In that case - love & care but there is always a possibility of Naa mila to Naa hi sahi  ”. Accumulating his experiences, he can confirm to the inventor of this concept that he had  had a couple of 100% love experiences and very lately his love graph has been approached t...

I am really very sorry for I have not cared for you, always considered you secondary to other things. I have always prioritize other’s needs, their happiness and everything of them but what about you and yours happiness – taken for granted? Sounds tough but true. Being my best friend, you should be at the top of my priority list but that had never happened. After spending quality time with you since last week, I got to realize that something is wrong I have been doing which is not justifiable. You deserve much more of me. I was not available for you when you needed me the most even when I was all alone. Now I promise you that I will try my best to keep you alive in this deadly world, a world where love, care, affection, humanity are all falling apart. Dear myself (or should I say my best friend), it took me a long time to realized your value. I want you to know that from now onwards, doesn’t matter how hard things will fall, you will never fall. Your best frien...

आज मिलने का मौका था उससे | बड़ी मुश्किल से तो हिम्मत बनायीं थी उससे मिलने की | सुबह सुबह उठकर तैयार भी हो गया ताकि देरी ना हो जाए | अच्छा हाँ , ये तो बताना भूल ही गया कि मिलना फरीदाबाद में तय हुआ क्यूंकि उसको वही पास था और मैंने भी सोचा की वही से आगरा चला जाऊँगा | अब गुडगाँव कहाँ आती वो | फरीदाबाद के लिए सबसे कम वक़्त Cab लगाती है, तो बैठ गया ये सोचकर कि इंतज़ार ही कर लूंगा जल्दी पहुंचकर | लेकिन आज तो जैसे सबने साजिश कर रखी थी | Cab ने आधा घंटा आने मैं लगाया और ‘कुछ ज़्यादा वक़्त’ टोल और ट्रैफिक ने भी खाया | दिमाग उसकी तरफ, आँखें घडी पर अटकी थी और धड़कने Cab से तेज़ | 'काश वो भी देरी कर दे आने में' , बस यही सोच रहा था | क्यूंकि इंतज़ार बिलकुल पसंद नहीं था उसको | जैसे तैसे पहुँच गया लेकिन 15 मिनट देरी से | देखा तो वो मेरे सामने से गुजरी और जा रही थी मुझसे दूर | आवाज़ भी लगायी मैंने, लेकिन रुकी नहीं वो, सुना नहीं होगा शायद   ... और इंतज़ार भी तो पसंद नहीं था उसको | फिर हर उस 1 मिनट को कोसा मैंने .. जो शायद बचा सकता था कहीं | लेकिन फायदा क्या...