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हाँ सही कहती हो तुम कि मतलबी हूँ मैं | जो तुम्हारी खुशियां को अपने तरीके से ओढ़ता था || और कोई पूछता था परवाह के पांच नाम , तो परिवार के चार सदस्य के साथ पांचवा तुमको जोड़ता था ||   हो सके तो माफ़ कर देना क्यूंकि  गलतियाँ तो बहुत की होंगी मैंने ,  लेकिन मैं कोई तुम्हारा गुन्हेगार तो नहीं | सुनो ना,  परवाह करता हूँ तुम्हारी लेकिन में कोई तुम्हारा पहरेदार तो नहीं | और हाँ , परवाह तो आगे भी करता रहूँगा तुम्हारी , लेकिन अब वो पहले वाला प्यार नहीं ||                                                                                                                  - GG

अगस्त का वो पहला वाला इतवार मानो दोस्ती का हो जैसे त्यौहार कुछ दिखावे के शौक़ीन थे  तो कुछ सच में मर मिटने को तय्यार || साथ छूटा, पर दोस्ती नहीं किस्से अपने भी थे बहुत यादगार किसी से प्यार के नाम पर दोस्ती हुई - 2 तो किसी से दोस्ती के नाम पर प्यार || सफर के इस मुकाम पर आने के बाद लगा  सफर का हर राहगीर ही तो है अपना यार - 2 क्यूंकि उतना अब मायने नहीं रखता अब वो  अगस्त का वो पहला वाला इतवार || Happy friendship day !!

Things changed suddenly after that April fool prank he played to her. He was upset with her and so is she but for different reasons which they both were unaware of. Things sorted out after a while and he was sad when he had to promise her something he doesn’t want to. But destiny was planning something else and hence couples of days later, his feelings were at its zenith when he came to know that she too feels something for him. That moment was completely exciting and equally surprising for him and why it should not be, after all, all this was happening for the very first time to him. And finally, one fine evening, she confessed everything to him and then he came to realize what he missed of her for he didn’t know this part of her. She has been great all the time. Although she accused herself of being selfish, mean and as someone who took advantage of him to help herself distracted from something unwanted that happened to her but deep down in his heart, he knew that she is not this...

It was around 5 AM today morning when I heard someone asking for me outside. People around must have helped that voice and showed it my way. To all my surprise, it was her, totally unexpected. Unexpected because she was not talking to me for weeks. I was very happy (indeed joyful). We talked a lot like we used to do, however this time being together. She also brought beer for both of us. Satisfaction and joy were at its highest level until I woke up. I started cursing that moment and wanted to sleep more so that I can be with her, completely lost in that peaceful dream. But this is how our brain works, it had already faced the reality that it was a dream and denied any more sleep leaving me distressed. So I decided to store it in words before it gets fade away.                                   ...