A limited Love

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Hello all

I want you all to meet my recent love for which you have to go for the following lines.

“When I found you, I felt good and always wanted to spend a little more time with you only if this bloody universe of responsibilities and office work allowed me to do so. But things literally became easy as if God has got ears from now onward and I started getting more time for you. The time I spent with you became priceless, serene and peaceful. We both enjoyed watching YouTube videos/movies with two of us completely inside the single blanket during the winter nights without even noticing that it’s been two hours since PM has been converted to AM.

There are times when I was in your lap doing nothing for hours and that was awesome – believe me. You have become so important to me that I loved escaping exercise, sports, exploring places and some necessary responsibilities just to be with you. Ah! Just can’t explain that feeling in words.

But But But ……..
With more time passed, things are not going the same way I wanted to.

I have prioritized you so much that I started losing myself. I didn’t want to go office, to have breakfast and dinner on time, even wanted to skip the basics like bathing and cleaning. It has become as if the dark side of my love (you) has started dominating me. 

It started become horrible and I was no longer enjoying time with you. I tried to avoid contact with you, involving myself into new things. But somehow you pulled me back so hard leaving me no longer myself and that happened on several occasions, time and again.

Since I couldn’t move away from you, I beg you – please leave me alone. I don’t know whether you wanted to be with me or not but I don’t. Seriously I don’t.
I already started hating you so much.

Dear rest, I don’t remember you converting to laziness or procrastination, but now I don’t want you anymore. “

Yours limited lover.
                                                                                                       - GG

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  1. Unknown20 January 2019 at 10:03

    Nice .. keep going 👍

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    1. GGsafarexpress20 January 2019 at 10:34

      Heyy thanks.... would like to know the person complimenting it and may be explore your blogs...

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